Canvas/patchasok/sokcharat/teacher tok X sok
(My ocs from ชิบหายวิทยาลัย)
by kittyfrieds
"My whole life like an old and colorless canvas,until you came and softly paint it for me."
-sok
"I am such a fragile paint brush,am I!? always whining nonsense,yet so suffering."
-tok
Tok/ครูต๊อก✨
(Pacharan Sithirit/พัฒชารัณ สิทธิฤทธิ์)
Gender: male,sexuality: pansexual
Age: 45 years old.
likes: Any type of arts,children,waffles,that one thai orange iced tea(tbh he loves every tea),watermelons,kind people,skinships(specially headpats),being a spotlight to his students
dislikes: loud noises/people,AI arts,himself,his dad,mpreg
fav. color: PINK
'The most kind and generous teacher,yet always desperate for love he never knew how it feels like'
(he's acting so nice at school but secretly have bad habits when he's.... alone..)
((I wonder what his best friend saw under those gloves...))
Sok/ลุงโศฅ✨
(I didn't think of his full name yet lolz)
Gender: male,sexuality: gay 🔄 aroace(depends on mood)
Age: 52 years old.
likes: quiet places,sunny day,white noises,mangos,any chicken type of food,taking naps,books,capybara,dogs
dislikes: loud noises,socialize,talking about himself(and his past),therapy
fav. color: GREEN
'That janitor? yeah he's too quiet but if he trusted someone he'll make the silents warmer for them'
(he's a bit too nice,too kind for a person that already struggles for himself... always offer to help if able,always show up if he's getting worser)
((Do he even care about himself anyway? or breaking himself up to save someone??))
Tiny bit of their lore :
Tok
An art teacher,seems kind,generous,soft and gentle to his sudents,he really loves to help out his students about both classroom works and mental heath but after school and when he's alone at night he wasn't the same person,he's exhausted of everything yet still doing all of that to be.. loved.
He have a side that he doesn't want his students/co-workers to see that he smoked,drink or worse is... self harming,too scared to let people knows that he messed up to himself
sok
An ordinary janitor,people thought he's a rude person for being too quiet but in reality he's just too tired of his life,he already finished his goal in his life so he have no purpose left to live for but don't want to die yet out of fear,he's trying so much to be nice and kind but being a janitor doesn't make people care about his kindness that much as if he just do it to not cuase trouble to himself
But he have a wamer side that he's good of taking care of someone,he's easily to accept the bad side of people but if that side making them worse he'll honestly ask to help and giving both advice and support
(when Sok knows that Tok harms himself he's scared at first but not leaving Tok instead he helped Tok to clean the scars and he bandage it softly,Tok thought Sok was just fooling around but never knowing that he's already loved.)
How do they met? :
In the peaceful morning while Sok is cleaning the school's restroom he caught a student vaping around there and trying to take her to the teacher but that student grabbed her pocket knife to press it on Sok's neck
He's terrified of coldness,sharp and keep imaging how deep of the blade can that go under his neck...?
But luckily Tok as the teacher walked into the situlation and grabbed the knife out of the student's hand and scolded her for vaping and using violence on adults before tell her to go talk with the discipline teacher
After the student left without Sok noticed himself sweating and freezing in place,Tok gently use his cloth to wipe the sweat out of Sok's face slowly with carefulness like he's made of glass
Tok noticed that Sok has panic attack and was trying to help much as he can,politely ask Sok to do breathing techique he's comfortable to calm himself a little after Sok's calming down he wiping his own sweats and thanked Tok that saved him a lot
Sok not being used to being comforted and help like this he ended up having a crash on Tok IN HIS 52 YEAR IN LIFE OF NEVER LOOKING FOR RELATIONSHIP WHAT A HEL- HOWWW-----
DYNAMICS
it's more like 'queerplatonic relationship' then 'oh wow gay lovers'
Sok was sort of father figure to Tok,he sometimes helps tok a lot if he's having mental breakdown,sok never asked anything in return he just want Tok to be safe and alive for him(Sok may love Tok so much be he wouldn't cross the line)
Tok in the care of Sok his mental state a bit better then before,he thinks he's never devsersed to be loved even though he's grieving for it after suffering for too long,he do cares about Sok and helped Sok if he's having a melt down while socialize
Tok refuse to continue the relationship to be more then this for having low self esteem and think that 'Sok was being an idiot trying to wasting time on cure his never end suffering'
USELESS FACTSSSSSSSSSS
*They live in thailand,Khonkean
*They hang out in Sok's broom closet(aka his home by now,Sok sleeps in there)
*Sok rarely go sleep with Tok in his apartment
*Both Sok and Tok have smelling fetish(not in the werid way,they do it as comfort to feel like "oh... you're still here with me") sometimes they smell eachother clothes
*They have full on agruement about whatever they're top or bottom(I don't know too)
*They love to soak in warm water together just to have deep talks
*Tok loves to squeeze Sok's cheeks...... why.
*Out of nowhere,Tok bites Sok....................................... WHY.
*The flower of this ship is plumeria flower( white-pink )
White part represent Sok's pure love he gave to Tok,Pink part is both Tok's favorite color but also his blood stain
idk,something like "even having stain,love it's still there" sound so toxic nahhhh-
GALLARY(s)
brb man I I'll draw their manga later
give me feedbacks!:3
well add more stuff soon